Chapter 10. THEN : DEATH OF A SPY

Chapter 10: Death of a Spy

In this intense chapter, Notch faces a moral and emotional dilemma after eliminating Lan Bich Hong, a Viet Cong spy. Notch's mentor, Sarge, reassures them that the mission was necessary to save lives, but Notch struggles with the psychological impact of killing a woman. The chapter delves into the complexities of espionage and sabotage during the Vietnam War, highlighting the blurred lines between friend and foe. Notch's internal conflict is further explored as he grapples with the arousal he felt during the kill, questioning his own motivations. Sarge provides guidance and support, helping Notch understand the importance of their actions in the larger context of the war. This chapter is a poignant exploration of the emotional toll of being a hitman and the moral ambiguities of their profession.